UPDATE: he did write back and was very nice about it.
Last summer I had been on a few dates with a really great guy. I started seeing Dave because we were further on in our dating relationship and dating more than one person makes me nervous. Instead of being honest with this guy I dropped off the face of the planet. What a horrible thing to do! I hate when a guy does that to me and I did that to this guy. I've actually thought about him quite a bit lately, I still have his number in my phone. I can't just text him out of the blue though. But today I saw that he's doing online dating again.
I panicked. I felt guilty all over again for what I did. So I decided to suck it up and send him a message on the site. I didn't make excuses I just told him that I was sorry and it was really horrible of me to do. He probably won't respond but I at least hope that he knows how bad I feel. I know if the situation were reversed I'd be like "screw this person!" I vow to never do that to a guy again. EVER. I'm sure I ruined my chances with him which sucks because we got along so well. Live and learn right?
I will never do that again. I ruined something that could have been great. I will not fall back into old patterns. Nice guys don't deserve that.